Bipolar

Sorry I've been quiet. It was one of those "don't want to update until I have time to talk about a whole long entry" delays that seems self-perpetuating.

( Cut for emo. )

I'm afraid of making the wrong decisions.

Not of failing. Is that an odd distinction to draw? I guess it's because I usually succeed in what I've chosen to do, at least so far in life. But I haven't always chosen the right things. I'm afraid of ending up in a bad situation and having nobody to blame but my own stupidity.